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16 January 2011 @ 10:29 pm
*and chokes on the dust*

Well hello there. It's been quite a long time since I have wandered this way for this journal. Funny enough a strange anonymous comment on my last post here is what brought me around as I was deeply confused on it's content, but hey, people are deliciously strange.

Do I get props for at least remembering my password on here? Do I?

So who is still around and active? Or maybe the real question is who is still talking to me? Apparently I pissed a few of you off a few years ago and none of you have grown a pair to let me know what exactly it was that I did....or maybe it was something I didn't do? No freaking idea. But hey! I don't really care anymore.

Not really sure what I'm going to do with this thing. Perhaps I'll start writing in it again. Perhaps I'll make new friends and have some new fun. Or maybe I'll just let it sit and rot. It's anyone's guess really.

So a quick rundown on what's been going on with me...if you are still reading, I assume you care.

I am still in New Mexico. We are now the new Hollywood and yes I have been doing some projects but not behind the scenes. I don't do what I did before, I am on screen as an extra in the select few shows shot here. And you know more movies are being filmed here then ever before. I don't do this as a full time thing, just a here and there type thing.

Parents moved back to California quite awhile ago. All the animals went with them except for Memnoch, she's with me.

I'm in a long term relationship with a "normal" guy. No one anyone will have heard of...unless you're close to me. But none of you currently are anymore. We're getting married October 1, 2011 at 3pm in Las Cruces NM. My engagement ring is a blue diamond. I adore it.

I'm getting ready to finally go to court for my son Travis. Amiel has left him to live with his great-grandmother while he went out and got remarried (again) and is in the process of adopting his new wife's 3 year old son. According to Travis he sees his dad on weekends if he is lucky and on holidays. I am going to see if Amiel will allow me to have Travis this summer in which I will ask Travis how he would feel about coming to live with me in New Mexico after sixth grade.

Going to have some major surgery in the coming months to fix my stomach.

I took out my nipple rings after walking around Sam's Club and running into fiance's elbow getting shocked right on the nipple. It hurt enough that I decided they're not that important to me anymore. Not sure why I got them pierced to begin with.

I have a teenager who will become my step-son who is spoiled just enough that he is happy but not enough to make him a brat. I drag him to many of my shoots when possible and he enjoys being an extra. I also got a neice to go with my nephew. She's a sweetheart and shares my love of My Little Pony.

I am still working on that next bestseller. I've gotten some new muses and have added quite a few new television shows to my must watch list.

I am now going to bed.
28 May 2010 @ 09:22 pm
Out of the 30 or so people that are still my friends here only about 4 or 5 of them have posted in the last month. My friend page won't let me go back further so I don't know if anyone has posted before May....I can't help but sadly wonder what happened to everyone. :(

I guess everyone has better things to do now in days. I know the feeling so it's not like I'm hating or anything I was just a bit surprised is all.
Current Mood: listlesslistless
28 May 2010 @ 12:30 pm
Hey gang,

President Obama has pledged to repeal "Don't Ask, Don't Tell" this year. And, right now, the Senate is considering legislation that would make good on this promise.

I just added my name to the growing list of Americans in support of repealing this discriminatory law.

Will you join me?


I've finally update my journal layout as it is no longer Christmas time. Profile has been updated as well....in case anyone is interested....hell is anyone still out there?
05 May 2010 @ 08:55 am
I know I haven't been anywhere for the longest time...but I couldn't miss the wonderful opportunity to wish an old friend a great day (and by old I mean we don't talk anymore not age!!)....

Happy Birthday spikes_nibblet!! I do hope that amongst all this other celebration you find yourself having one hell of a great day!!

Got to get back to set...hope people are well! <3
Current Mood: curiouscurious
04 January 2010 @ 10:20 am
gramercy Hope the day is filled with fun!
25 December 2009 @ 05:53 am
Christmas Cancelled
Merry Christmas
12 December 2009 @ 10:23 am

I get that lately times have been tough, but it is the time of year (cause people only give once or twice a year) when we should stop thinking about ourselves and start thinking about others. Some would actually argue that is what Christmas is all about, but it isn't. It's not about what you get or give, but what you've done to deserve what you have gotten. So let's get out there and show that we do deserve everything we've gotten, everything that may come and everything that will be. An actual charity has not been determined since the entire group of us can't decide although we've already raised $53.02. So help us out in more than one way!

For more information on the Charities below, please look them up at Charity.com
Poll #1498062 Pick a Charity!

Which Charity do you feel we should donate the money we raise?

American Red Cross
American Humane Association
Polycystic Ovarian Syndrome Association
A Special Wish Foundation Inc.
Children Incorporated
Olive Crest
Easter Seals

Do you have a favorite Charity you'd like to get the money? List them below (along with web-site).

I wouldn't change what I did for a living even if I can no longer do it. Even if I knew then what I know now I would have still trained and handled animals. No amount of pain can ever change that. Please see it in your heart to give!
10 December 2009 @ 02:49 pm
Yes, yes, it is I the long lost whats-her-name again.

Perhaps this time I am ready to stay and get back into things again. It certainly has been a long time coming, I mean my last regular post here (not counting the few times I dropped in and said something) was about a year ago. Perhaps a little longer than that. Much has happened as things tend to do and much has not been talked about as I am known to do. But I feel that the past doesn't really matter, everyone is getting better, things are moving on, surgeries need to be done and life can perhaps go back to normal.

Meh. Who knew one little thing could make the world tumble down around you? Or at least feel that way.

It's interesting to see just how many people have NOT removed me from their flists. Seriously I thought like the whole lot of you would have removed me by now. 29 of you still have me around. Thank you.

So, my latest discovery is the fact I still have a deep seeded love for My Little Pony. Specially the ones made in the first Generation years (1981-1992) and the third Generation--ones that were made from 2003 until this year. The new look Hasbro has released for 2009 are not ponies. They say they are ponies, but they are clearly not ponies. They're bad monstrosities. B-A-D. These are actually worst than the Generation two monstrosities (1997-1999) that looked like ugly four legged reptiles. These look like inflated egos or something. I just wanna pop them like a zit. Maybe then they would go away. It's sad really, I have just gotten back into MLP and they go and change the look of them. Figures. Although in less than a month I have managed to get my hot little hands on 28 G1 ponies (out of the 225 that I want), 9 G1s I didn't want but will keep, 5 G1s I plan on selling and 21 G3 ponies. Not bad huh? And these have been gifted/sold to me by various sweet MLP people I have met at a couple of different forums. I have only once scored any ponies from a thrift shop and I won't even try anymore to get them off of eBay.

I created a new site, The Black Lioness that has a lot of my old fan fiction stories, some links, things I'm selling...you know all the fun stuff.

This has taken me far to long to write and it's far to short. But for now I am taking a freaking break. I've updated the look of my LJ as well as my profile page, so check them out sometime.
Current Mood: tiredtired
09 December 2009 @ 01:14 pm
69 messages in my LJ folder and every single one is a virtual gift to someone on my friends list? All in one night. Wow, that's not annoying. :P
Glad someone got into the holiday spirit. Me not so much, can you tell?